Teach me...

Not my will, Lord, but Yours be done.

God loves you, me and everyone!

John 3:16-18
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.
For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because they have not believed in the name of God’s one and only Son.

Yes! We are sinners, and we are going to hell. But in God's eyes, we are so precious. So precious that He gave His only begotten son, Jesus Christ to die for our sins. Jesus was born to the earth, King of kings and Lord of lords born to the earth, for only one reason --- to accomplish the greatest salvation of mankind! He was tortured, disgraced and condemned for our sins, for everyone's sin! The moment he died on the cross, the salvation was completed once and forever. In Christ, our sins are cleansed, because Jesus has taken the condemnation for us on the cross. He died, but is that all?
NO! He resurrected on the third day. HE CONQUERED DEATH AND SINS!!! He is truly the Son of God. And after 40 days after resurrection, He was raised to be with the Father again and preparing our future home in heaven!

John 3:16
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

Jesus is here today, He wants to save you. He is knocking at the door of your heart right at this moment. You just have to open up your heart, and by faith, and accept Him as your personal savior. Let Him be your Lord in life, let Him take the lead of your entire life. Are you ready? Do you want to accept this greatest gift of your life? If you are ready, say this prayer with all your heart. =]

Heavenly Father, thank you Lord for sending Jesus to die on the cross for our sins. Thank you Lord. From this moment onwards, I would like to invite Jesus Christ into my heart, I would like Him to take the lead in my life. I wanted to say sorry for all the wrongdoings that I have done. Please forgive me for all the sins that I have committed. Lord please continue to lead me, that I may know You more and grow in Christ! In Jesus Christ's name I pray, AMEN!

Congratulations! You are saved! Then angels are cheering in the heaven! Yes it is just as simple as that, just by faith!
The next thing you need to do is look for a real church nearby and join it! You have to grow =]
And 1 last thing! Now you are saved right? You want your friends and family to be the same as you right? Share the gospel with them!

Yes... God loves you this much...

Down down down down...

It has been 2 months ago since the last time I updated... Haaa... lol
Hmmmmm... Hmmmm... Mmmmhmmm...
The title shows it all. Down...
So down that I don't even have the mood for Maple... lol
So down uh... Yeah...
How I wish I got someone to talk to... But ironically I bet I will be reluctant to say it even though if there were anyone willing to lend his/her ears to me... lol
I don't know why all these happened, although I have prayed for it not to...
But God if that's Your will, may it be done.
I may look strong outside but you know how fragile I am...
Grant me strength and faith to endure all these...
Teach me how to rely solely on You...
It is suffocating, You know how I feel...
It is painful, You know how I feel...
You know everything...

恋爱ING

恋爱ING - 五月天

陪你熬夜聊天到爆肝也没关系
陪你逛街逛成扁平足也没关系
超感谢你让我重生整个 ORZ
让我重新认识 L.O.V.E...
(L.O.V.E! L.O.V.E!)

恋爱 ING Happy ING
心情就像是坐上一台喷射机
恋爱 ING 改变 ING
改变了黄昏黎明
有你都心跳到不行

你是空气但是好闻胜过了空气
你是阳光但是却能照进半夜里
水能载舟也能煮粥喂饱了生命
你就是维他命 L.O.V.E...

(L.O.V.E! L.O.V.E!)

恋爱 ING Happy ING
心情就像是坐上一台喷射机
恋爱 ING 改变 ING
改变了黄昏黎明
有你都心跳到不行

未来某年某月某日某时某分某秒
某人某地某种永远的心情
不会忘记此刻 L.O.V.E...
(L.O.V.E! L.O.V.E!...)

恋爱 ING Happy ING
心情就像是坐上一台喷射机
恋爱 ING 改变 ING
改变了黄昏黎明
有你都心跳到不行

黄昏黎明整个到恋爱 ING

祝你们幸福... =] 

Wa Si Gong Lang 憨人

五月天-憨人

我的心內感覺　人生的沉重　不敢來振動
我不是好子　嘛不是歹人　我只是愛眠夢
我不願隨浪隨風　飄浪西東　親像船無港
我不願做人　奸巧鑽縫　甘願來作憨人

我不是頭腦空空　我不是一隻米蟲
人啊人　一世人　要安怎歡喜　過春夏秋冬

我有我的路　有我的夢　夢中的那個世界　甘講伊是一場空
我走過的路　只有希望　希望你我講過的話　放在心肝內　總有一天

看到滿天全金條　要煞無半項　環境來戲弄
背景無夠強　天才無夠弄　逐項是攏輸人
只好看破這虛華　不怕路歹行　不怕大雨淋
心上一字敢　面對我的夢　甘願來作憨人

=] 

When Will All These End............

This morning, I asked God, "When will all these end?"
I'm not ranting over all the cleanings that I have to do, neither over the tasks that are assigned to me.

Do you know the feeling,
when you are forced to kneel down to a cup of rice with joss sticks and candle on it?
when you are forced to fold the so-called "money"? (I should call it hell currency, as the word 'Hell Bank' is printed exactly on the "money". Don't believe? See it for yourself.)

I have been praying for the salvation of my family.
Since few years ago. Til today. Til this morning.
But still...

This morning, knowing that my parents won't let me out to attend church service for the so-called ancestral worship, I woke up at 5 am.
I switched on my computer, listened to a sermon by Pastor Joseph Prince, which I had downloaded months ago.

Luke 15:11-32

11 Jesus continued: “There was a man who had two sons.
12 The younger one said to his father, ‘Father, give me my share of the estate.’ So he divided his property between them.
13 “Not long after that, the younger son got together all he had, set off for a distant country and there squandered his wealth in wild living.
14 After he had spent everything, there was a severe famine in that whole country, and he began to be in need.
15 So he went and hired himself out to a citizen of that country, who sent him to his fields to feed pigs.
16 He longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the pigs were eating, but no one gave him anything.
17 “When he came to his senses, he said, ‘How many of my father’s hired servants have food to spare, and here I am starving to death!
18 I will set out and go back to my father and say to him: Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you.
19 I am no longer worthy to be called your son; make me like one of your hired servants.’
20 So he got up and went to his father. “But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him.
21 “The son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.’
22 “But the father said to his servants, ‘Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet.
23 Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let’s have a feast and celebrate.
24 For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.’ So they began to celebrate.
25 “Meanwhile, the older son was in the field. When he came near the house, he heard music and dancing.
26 So he called one of the servants and asked him what was going on.
27 ‘Your brother has come,’ he replied, ‘and your father has killed the fattened calf because he has him back safe and sound.’
28 “The older brother became angry and refused to go in. So his father went out and pleaded with him.
29 But he answered his father, ‘Look! All these years I’ve been slaving for you and never disobeyed your orders. Yet you never gave me even a young goat so I could celebrate with my friends.
30 But when this son of yours who has squandered your property with prostitutes comes home, you kill the fattened calf for him!'
31 “‘My son,’ the father said, ‘you are always with me, and everything I have is yours.
32 But we had to celebrate and be glad, because this brother of yours was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.’”

I guess some of you are well-versed with this parable of the prodigal son which was spoken by Jesus.
Explain no more, the verses explain it all.

Luke 15:20 So he got up and went to his father. “But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him.

That's how Abba God love us. Long before we repent, He had planned salvation for us. When we go astray, He waits day and night for our return and repentance. What a great Heavenly Daddy we have!

So after that...
I purposely stood at the back so that no one will see that I didn't actually kneel.

Exodus 20:4-5
"You shall not make for yourself an idol in the form of anything in heaven above or on the earth beneath or in the waters below.
You shall not bow down to them or worship them; for I, the LORD your God, am a jealous God, punishing the children for the sin of the fathers to the third and fourth generation of those who hate me,

How cruel God is you may say for those who actually read about God for the very first time. But look what does the next verse say:

Exodus 20:6
but showing love to a thousand [generations] of those who love me and keep my commandments.

I may look like I am kneeling down, but MY HEART WILL NEVER!!! NEVER!!! NEVER!!!
My friend shared with me once, I would like to share it here, in Chinese.

"一个人拜他去世的爸爸, 那么当那个人去世以后, 他孩子就会拜他. 当他的孩子去世以后, 他的孙子就会拜他的孩子. 那么他自己呢? 却被遗忘了. 想想看, 从前几代的祖宗自然也没人去拜, 被遗忘了. 那么, 当没人供食物, 没人烧纸钱给他们, 他们是不是就不用吃? 没钱用了呢?"

Isn't it logic? Probably I have offended some of you,but truth hurts some times.

John 14:6 Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. 

There are ghosts everywhere. Probably there is one just beside you. But they are not the souls from dead people. Once human is dead, the soul will be awaiting for the judgement, the second coming of Jesus Christ. They won't be strolling around on earth like what you see in horror movies. So, worship them? Remember Exodus 20:4-5.

These ghosts are Satans. They can transform into any kind to intimidate mankind. But FEAR NOT! If God is in you, YOU SHALL NOT BE SCARED OF THEM. They are just toothless lions, unless you willingly put your head in between their jaws. Yeah, Jesus is the only way, truth and life. Accept Jesus as your personal savior, repent from your sins, admit that you are sinner and you will be SAVED!

So still, when will all these end???
I know God is working. My family is going for the concert on the 7th of February (erhem someone's birthday woooots). I really hope that something will change. I know something will change. Thanks to Captain Wong for the tickets and the invitation. I really don't know how to thank you other than saying thanks and thanks and thanks. God bless you and your family! >.<

One day, I really hope that my family and I will step into the church, sing praises together, worship the one and only God together.
I long for that day. Really, and I know it will happen. That will be one of my birthday wish.
One day.
One day.
I will wait for that day.

and... Oh yeah... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! XD

Endangered Species...

1st 2012 post... No inspiration of what to write recently... Gimme some? xD
1st MUET class with Mdm Maria
1st essay in 2012
and this is what I got... LOL
Just wanna share... I'm not bragging =_='''

"I enjoy reading you writing..."
HAHA that put me on cloud nine.. wooooo... LOL